tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32292682011-07-28T19:02:56.843-07:00.living, learning, and finding my way in the grown up world.Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.comBlogger6371100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-4108044532025567052010-02-28T23:06:00.001-08:002010-02-28T23:22:59.577-08:00

How does someone know, at the age of, lets say 26, that they want to be with someone for the rest of their life?Or at the age of 18, decide that you want to major in biology at school because you want to end up in med school and become a doctor and do that as their lifelong career choice? How do you know that that's what you really want to do? What if you get all the way to med school and

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-19768743536800854692010-02-24T21:10:00.000-08:002010-02-24T21:22:04.563-08:00

I wonder if anyone ever reads this anymore. I kind of lost track of blogger after my computer died on me and I was left with internet via my phone and so it was harder to look at them.It's interesting though, looking back at what I wrote. This, the random goings ons in my head, is accessible on the internet. Who in the hell would really care about what I had to say anyway? It's funny though,

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-86762419515108625612009-06-04T13:36:00.000-07:002009-06-04T13:41:12.580-07:00

In an attempt to make a major change in my life, I came up short. Not on my end, however, but on the people that I put my trust in. It was an interesting journey non-the less... I hope that in future endeavors that I am able to truly find what I'm looking for.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-62673172026344269552008-10-07T08:12:00.001-07:002008-10-07T08:15:32.439-07:00

Just a couple of things...1) I really really enjoyed this past weekend =D2) Awesome job to Audience of One and to Mater Dei on their bazaarhmmm... I guess it really was a 'couple'I miss everyone. =(

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-55332034429600562462008-05-28T17:04:00.000-07:002008-05-28T17:18:48.051-07:00

Guess what?! I recently learned about proxy servers that allow you to get around your schools 'blocked' content... and lo and behold... I am blogging, BLOGGING... at WORK! hahahah I could never access blogger until I found out about them proxy servers... so thank you to those that introduced me to it =DWell... I was asked to blog. So here it is. I honestly don't remember the last time I

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-71772164137917557782008-05-01T23:44:00.000-07:002008-05-01T23:50:13.702-07:00

This thing is in serious need of an update.But where to begin...2008 has been some year so far. It's different. More adult like, but at the same time, not really. I've been lacking a balance and it's been hard trying to find one.Overall though, I can't complain.Sorry, I know that wasn't much of an update... but there ya have it.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-12853883668237808332008-03-14T13:00:00.001-07:002008-03-14T13:06:42.133-07:00

now that i've been back home for a couple of months, life has been a little more busy than my old schedule of sleeping late, waking up late, doing nothing and then going to wok for a couple of hours.i actually had to buy a planner!! which i'm actually using!! the last time i even had one was back in 2005... my last year of school. =0with holy week right around the corner, i've spent a good part

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-65879517457845333572008-03-02T14:08:00.001-08:002008-03-02T14:17:12.338-08:00

our house has gone through a lot of remodeling since we first moved in back in '96... our kitchen now has a modern look to it, and it makes my mom happy, so yay for a new kitchen =D (random thought, i know)so back in august last year, as i was packing up all my stuff from shawshank i made a mental list of things regarding the times i would go back to irvine and visit. it started off simple, with

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-11215010223357853832008-02-25T18:30:00.000-08:002008-02-25T18:46:43.348-08:00

just a jumble of thoughts going through my head right now.my brother is sick. he threw up in the daycare room earlier.i have coffee in my system =Di left work early today after a frantic call from mother saying that little bro was pale and i needed to take him the hospital... that didn't happen.let the studying begin.i miss liwanag =(this Lenten season has been a change from the previous Lenten

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-9385791770351504692008-02-19T07:37:00.000-08:002008-02-19T07:39:16.744-08:00

sorry about my last post kathee... i'll try to translate for you (later). =D but no, it's not dido. hahaha.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-9211259375934786192008-02-15T10:49:00.000-08:002008-02-15T10:56:44.292-08:00

Salamat.Kung ito man ang huling awiting aawitinNais kong malaman mong ika’y bahagi na ng buhay koAt kung may huling sasabihinNais kong sambitin, nilagyan mo ng kulay ang mundo Kasama kitang lumuhaDahil sa yo ako’y may pag-asa Ang awiting ito’y para sa yoAt kung maubos ang tinig, di magsisisiDahil iyong narinig sa labi koSalamat, salamat Sana’y iyong marinig, tibok ng damdaminIkaw ay mahalaga

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-48716067932388520592008-02-11T13:28:00.001-08:002008-02-11T13:32:30.562-08:00

I don't know if anyone really reads this anymore, but today is:February 11, 2008... the 150th commemoration of the Blessed Virgin Mary appearing to Bernadette at Lourdes. It is what the church now calls, World Day of the Sick. For those of you that don't know the story of Lourdes and of Saint Bernadette... read up, it's an interesting story. =)How do I come by this bit of information? I went

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-49880170684436759172008-02-04T11:31:00.000-08:002008-02-04T11:39:28.190-08:00

i always post... 'more to come later' and i never actually do it. oops. oh well.i went snowboarding this weekend for the first time ever! dood, it hurts to walk, lift up my arms, lie down, sit up... move in general. i had A LOT of fun though (minus all the effin' falling i did). i'll try to get the pictures and post them, most of it is of me lying on the snow, either on my back or on my ass,

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-89890798047960666082008-01-29T12:36:00.001-08:002008-01-29T12:44:12.191-08:00

After an AWESOME trip to New York, with the the coolest people ;) (more details and pictures to come) I drove home to SD this morning and arrived at my house and was greeted by my mom's kiddos. To make a long story short though, I tried to sing, dance, and teach the Hokey Pokey with them but this is how the song came out:You put your right hand in,You put your right hand out,You put your right

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-46108813845389409062008-01-23T00:50:00.000-08:002008-01-23T00:53:10.929-08:00

it's funny... but lately, an old friend from the past keeps creeping up into my thoughts. it's kinda nice. i miss them. =/ ::sigh:: sometimes it's nice to reminisce.sorry so vague.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-11093505386146047702008-01-15T19:58:00.001-08:002008-01-15T20:01:24.782-08:00

I've been feeling really 'blah' about some things recently. I hate these moments. Anyway, does anyone want to watch the Charger game on Sunday? East Village Tavern and Bowl? Or some where that has big screen tvs? Let me know.peaces.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-87357340148794942532008-01-01T00:50:00.000-08:002008-01-01T00:54:05.719-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR folks!!! it's that time of year again, when we realize that none of our new years resolutions from last year lasted... so we make new ones for this upcoming year =)i have a couple in mind, and i'm hoping that they'll last at least til april =Pgonna make this short and sweet though. goodbye to 2007 ::sigh:: and HELLOOOO 2008. ::yay::be safe out there.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-62804479929089246712007-12-17T21:31:00.000-08:002008-12-09T06:48:46.527-08:00

It was a great year of memories!!See ya later Disneyland! =/

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Damn. I need to study.Awesome weekend though!!! Thank you to all those that provided a roof over my head: Jamie and Krystle Diane (plus their roommates), Janice, and Pelican Bay!!I would write more, but like I said, I need to study. Damn.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-16659770031319505302007-11-25T23:34:00.000-08:002008-12-09T06:48:47.153-08:00

I needed to share this, cause this really is a first for me, like reallyI'm back from my Vegas-Thanksgiving holiday, thank you to the sister and Darrell for the hospitality, I just realized that we didn't take any pictures of your house... anyway... I wasn't planning on meeting anyone in Vegas... but truth be told, he really won my heart... plus I think he's really cute!!!So here's the story...

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-68793539417376638652007-11-12T21:53:00.001-08:002007-11-13T10:46:43.376-08:00

Random thoughts.Lots of driving, but it was kinda nice.Seeing old friends.Hanging out with old ones.My family is... my family. No other way to really describe them.Thanks for the fun conversations. I don't judge you.Getting into things... it's nice to finally have some direction.Blue curtains. Red blanket. Interesting.My one year bible, and a guide to the holy mass. Good reads.I love my mom.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-92185664104286947822007-11-06T22:48:00.001-08:002007-11-12T21:52:57.625-08:00

it's funny how my heart pounds when i watch 'dancing with the stars, the results' show. i'm rooting for jennie garth and derek hough!! awoo hooo!! and when they were the last two on the stage tonight, i was worried that they were leaving. they weren't on the bottom two tho, which i didn't really get.anyway... that will be my update for now. it's not 11 yet, but i'm hella sleepy, what the heck

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-80915621965697101252007-10-23T14:53:00.000-07:002007-10-23T15:01:12.804-07:00

its been a crazy couple of days.what is going on with san diego? california?everyone has been pretty much stuck indoors due to poor air quality. i myself haven't gone outside since yesterday, but today, the color coming through my curtain is orange. i don't know what that really means, but it's kinda creepy. everything seems so surreal. i couldn't fall asleep last night. even though the fires

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-67144956226243646712007-10-19T13:48:00.000-07:002007-10-19T14:07:31.203-07:00

A new update... which of course really isn't an update considering I haven't really done much.Let's see. Well, I got a call back from my new job, I start on Monday. Yay! It'll give me something to do, it's only part time, so I'm gonna fill the rest of my days with other random things.I've completed my class online, took the test, passed it and I should be receiving my certificate by the end of

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-58620155852824491072007-10-10T12:25:00.000-07:002007-10-10T13:13:05.674-07:00

Here it is... the ultimate update of my life... hahah, not really, but an update.So I ship off to boot camp in early January... eff... I didn't think it would be that fast but they had a job I really wanted. JUST KIDDING!!! At my rate actually, I'd be lucky if I left before summer. Anyway, being forrealz this time, I got offered a job that I interviewed for last week. It's for an afterschool

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-15132751882599969582007-10-09T12:17:00.001-07:002007-10-09T12:17:43.505-07:00

New post coming soon... hopefully. =P

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-68031213090076102342007-10-03T21:23:00.000-07:002007-10-03T21:35:57.114-07:00

Driving home from Irvine always makes me emo for some reason. Maybe it's because I realize that I'm going back to San Diego and I'm leaving friends behind. Actually, I think it's just that. =/MOTP was great as usual. Sooo many priests this year. I ended up alter serving, actually, I didn't do much of that, haha, I just put on a robe and 'pretended' I was an alter server =p but hey, was it

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-77937534416421765442007-09-27T13:00:00.000-07:002007-09-27T13:09:37.061-07:00

update:I'm no longer frustrated, but unfortunately, I'm still jobless. =/I've started writing out reminders on stickys and pinning them to little square cork boards that are on the wall above my computer monitor. It's a very effective way of keeping track of all the random crap that I have to (or I'm finding to do cause I don't have anything else to do).Yesterday, the UPS guy came and dropped

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-83463250278749407882007-09-24T18:19:00.000-07:002007-09-24T18:32:57.080-07:00

Frustration kicked in for me this afternoon. I spent about an hour and half looking for jobs online and became extremely frustrated when I couldn't find something that I liked. I just hate being at home and not doing anything. I've been unemployed since the beginning of August and I'm over it. I really wish that things with my reserves were finalized and that I already knew when I was leaving

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-16792710751681049012007-09-23T13:58:00.000-07:002007-09-23T14:43:52.715-07:00

this might be a random post. i spent the last week (sunday night to thursday night) in irvine. it was a lot longer than i was planning on staying, but it worth the stay.i took my asvab in la on monday. i had to be there at 4:30am!! too freakin' early. the test didn't even start til like 7. i passed though. thanks for the prayers =)i've been very reflective lately. it's kind of annoying

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-18756824170400043692007-09-16T10:28:00.001-07:002007-09-16T10:55:32.463-07:00

It's the Sunday before I take my ASVAB (for those that didn't know I'm trying to join the Air Force reserves) and I'm hyped on coffee. I don't want to study anymore. Am I prepared? I think I can prepare a little more, but for the most part I think I'll be ok. According to GP I just need a whopping 40 percent to pass. I don't know about that you guys, 40. It's gonna be a tough one. ::note

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-29339954931597796262007-09-07T14:45:00.001-07:002007-09-07T14:59:29.298-07:00

I've been holding off on writing a new blog entry until I finished organizing my room, but then I realized that it could take a while to get my room organized, so I've decided to just hold off on organizing.Lets see. I officially left Irvine this past Tuesday, and although its only been 4 days, I feel like I've been here in SD for a long time. The days seem long cause I'm not really doing much

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-88716906188673024102007-08-27T13:46:00.000-07:002008-12-09T06:48:53.879-08:00

wow, it's already late august and i still haven't updated this sucka. =/anyway... shawshank is slowly emptying itself. ::cry (ugly)::what have i been up to... hmm.. good question. i guess i'll take it from my birthday.er... well... my birthday. damn. i still haven't uploaded the pictures to my comp. k... next entry? haha, even though it's like more than a month ago... thank you to all those

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-515333264125888882007-07-19T10:51:00.000-07:002008-12-09T06:48:54.205-08:00

Happy 24th Birthday Cristina Michelle!I love you mucho sister!(I only had a few pictures at the house to scan so this is what I came up with.)

roe-withmenoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-88383091583532346832007-06-19T08:17:00.000-07:002007-06-19T09:15:56.584-07:00

It is June 19, 2007, at 8:20am in the morning, and time is still ticking.You get to the point in your life when things end and another begins. Things as simple as the regular school year ending and summer school beginning. Or my full time job ending and GSA beginning. These endings and beginnings I'm okay with, but the ones that create an even bigger ending and starts a scary beginning, are the

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-26136928765257601762007-06-14T11:00:00.000-07:002007-06-14T11:26:41.531-07:00

=) thanks for the text... made my day... forrealzi woke up this morning a little before 7:30 asking Janice wat day it was... it's only thursday, damn, i have work... and i was late =/i think those beers really got to me last night. fun bowling though... thanks to chris, janice, and mel for the drunken bowling adventures. junemay aka bellmay! i got that 160 for you... it was meant to be.back to

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-78604492919602308242007-06-13T15:16:00.000-07:002007-06-13T15:35:31.231-07:00

I think I'm going through some sort of Vegas withdrawl. Or maybe just a withdrawl of all the people that went that weekend. Again, I had fun. Lets go again sometime.My life is in a big mess right now. I'm soo tired at the end of the day that I don't end up really doing anything. My side of the room is a mess. My laundry is all over the place. I have all my junk spread out through the

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-77098376445214738522007-06-11T09:35:00.000-07:002007-06-11T12:48:30.260-07:00

As tired as I am right now at work, with already 2 and 1/2 cups of coffee under me (it's only 10am) I'm happy. =) I'm happy I went to Vegas this weekend. So yay! I couldn't have asked for a better group of alums.Just a couple of things from the weekend before I get buried in interviews and investigations:"We're in Vegas. Shit."I'm down about 75... damn those quarter slots!!!I'm also probably up

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-59436640564618192132007-06-06T11:09:00.000-07:002007-06-06T11:33:02.091-07:00

Last nights mass and affirmations got me really SAD!! =(I am really gonna miss this place that I've called home for the past 6 years. Damn. And even though I know it's not over yet, I'm still really sad.For those that I wasn't able to affirm or talk to last night, I'm sorry. But by midnight, my eyes hurt from crying and I was ready to pass out. Each and everyone of you, however, even though

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-3488263093096924102007-06-03T23:31:00.000-07:002007-06-03T23:35:39.789-07:00

There's so much stuff going on for me right. Now that banquet is over though... which btw, banquet turned out REALLY good, yay... things with GSA are picking up. ::sigh::Days stuff is catching up with me too. Everybody, keep the last weekend in August free!!! Sorry Sarah Nixon!! =(Otherwise, life is good. I have 3 weeks of school left, the kids do at least, but I officially end on the 30th of

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-10739867414924438522007-06-01T14:23:00.000-07:002007-06-01T14:29:44.574-07:00

This is song is stuck in my head. Batter up, hear that call. The time has come for one and all...To play ball.We're the members of the All American League.We come from cities near and far.We've got Canadians, Irish ones and Swedes.We're all for one, we're one for all, we're all American.Each girl stands, her head so proudly high.Her motto "Do or Die".She's not the one to use or need an alibi.Our

roe-withmenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-57646829960328300312007-05-25T14:36:00.000-07:002007-05-25T14:38:42.696-07:00

I'm still adjusting. Things aren't exactly the way I wanted it, but nothing is perfect.I have, starting today, 5 more weeks of work left. I'm excited about the coming summer months, but at the same time not really looking forward to it. It's really bitter sweet.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-42984603179109935962007-04-27T10:45:00.000-07:002007-04-27T10:59:26.517-07:00

I haven't felt emo in a while so I think my time is up to start feeling like it again. haha.For those of you who don't already know, I am officially moving home at the end of August. It was a bitter-sweet choice, but all signs pointed to home. I'm scared. Sooo many changes will take place at home. =/Anyway... this summer I'm gonna milk the fact that I don't work, at the high school or at GSA

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-32243918225710183512007-04-25T07:49:00.000-07:002007-04-25T11:28:27.504-07:00

I've been out of the blogging world for a while now.I haven't been reading blogs.I haven't been writing blogs.I haven't been commenting on blogs.etc., etc.I'm going through random highs and lows. Life wise, faith wise.It'll be an experience with all the changes coming up, and as much as I don't want them to, they're still gonna happen. ::sigh::The computer at work is being really slow again. I'll

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-37625795535072389762007-04-16T15:57:00.000-07:002007-04-16T15:58:07.361-07:00

I have access to facebook at work. I never did before. It's kind of cool, now I'll actually start poking people back more often. haha... that is all. More to come later.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-76876747133984227562007-04-03T15:25:00.000-07:002007-04-03T15:49:21.654-07:00

a big morale booster today at work. it's actually more funny, but the boost is there somewhere.the kids, staff, and parents all took a survey about two months ago. today at 2, myself, richard and our school resource officer, officer gates, had a meeting with the high school principle, dr. garcia. he basically called us in to review the results of the surveys.overall... the security team is doing

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-13227070464940086132007-03-23T08:57:00.000-07:002007-03-23T09:10:37.421-07:00

Heavy hearted.That's what I'm feeling right now. There's a lot of things running through my head that keeps me busy and forces me to focus on them. I don't like it, cause I know where it leads me to. I'm still really bothered by a lot of things, but my reaction has been different. Mostly because I know that things are changing. And it doesn't matter how hard I try to keep things the same,

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-88731266356410412652007-03-09T10:58:00.000-08:002007-03-09T11:00:09.870-08:00

Interesting developments here at school today. It's kind of a long story, but the short and the end of it is that I might not be working here next year. Not cause I'm getting fired or anything, it's by choice. We'll see where this road takes me. Wish me luck. Prayers please.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-91533100972089255452007-03-09T03:12:00.000-08:002007-03-09T03:13:38.620-08:00

I've always wondered this question... what's wrong with me? ::sigh::good morning.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-59471269103755655792007-02-28T10:56:00.000-08:002007-02-28T11:02:18.662-08:00

I have a tendency to write in this when I'm feeling down. Which I am, for what reason, I don't know, yet. I'm sad. But I shouldn't be.Prayers please.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-28708244874838743482007-02-16T09:24:00.000-08:002007-02-16T09:33:27.000-08:00

Shout outs all around:to Janice and Adrian for a nice valentine's dinner. thanks for letting me vent. i needed it.to Bellamay for wanting to hang out with me, even though we didn't get a chance to. Next week?to the Pelican Bay peeps for all their cupcakes. i didn't even know you guys came dropped them off, unless you didn't.to the Vista roommates and whoever else who put together that little,

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-71579645496377092562007-02-07T14:33:00.000-08:002007-02-07T14:38:29.417-08:00

prayers.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-20875523709678069472007-01-31T21:33:00.000-08:002007-01-31T21:43:56.846-08:00

So I thought I'd change things up a bit, move away from my last emo post, and give all the two of you something new to read. Nothing spectacular. I don't really have much to say except that I am BLESSED. Very. Thank you to all those who give my life meaning and blessing me with their love and support. Thank you to You.Still working on stuff... I'm still not okay, but it's progress.And even

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1169486862632752612007-01-22T09:11:00.000-08:002007-01-22T09:27:42.653-08:00

I can honestly say that there's something wrong with me. This isn't normal.I need to do something about it, but yet I don't make the effort.It's so hard, cause one thing can set it off, and there I go, falling down the rabbit hole, again.It never ends and I'm scared that it won't. Unless I end it.There really is something wrong. And I can't do it alone.Really, wrong. I don't know anymore.And

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1168446614378895152007-01-10T08:27:00.000-08:002007-01-10T08:37:53.550-08:00

I'm sorry.I don't know whats wrong with me.I was up until 3:30ish last night. I feel like shit right now.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1168281153591615632007-01-08T10:26:00.000-08:002007-01-08T10:32:33.610-08:00

Bringing it back to a couple of quarters ago... BLESSED and broken... best way to describe myself at this moment.Conversations of late have made me want to re-evaluate myself. Lots of growth and changes have occurred, but I want to have the same zest (yes, zest... haha) for life I had when I first came to UCI.I want to start over; use what I've learned the past couple of years and apply it

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1168276597616067842007-01-08T09:13:00.000-08:002007-01-08T09:16:37.756-08:00

Back to work today. It was a good two weeks. Tiring two weeks but worth all the laughs, the tears, and the blessings.Working on changing myself - for the better - in 2007... you could say that's my new years resolution =)

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1166807517354567712006-12-22T08:53:00.000-08:002006-12-22T09:11:57.380-08:00

Last day of work before the CHRISTmas break. =)I have two weeks off and I'm really excited.I'm almost to tears right now cause this time of year (this day specifically), especially at the schools, all the kids are friendly. They'll actually give hugs. The staff is pretty awesome too.I'm glad to say it: I'm liking working here. Took me a couple of months, but this place has grown on me. Yay

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1166629206272530222006-12-20T07:39:00.000-08:002006-12-20T07:40:06.293-08:00

It is COLD!!! I walked out of the apartment this morning and I couldn't feel my hands =(Stay warm everyone!

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1166480344881916032006-12-18T12:58:00.000-08:002006-12-18T20:22:18.336-08:00

I didn't go to work today. I wasn't feel good this morning. =( And so now I'm at home trying to play catch up and feel better.I got to thinking about my trip to the Philippines... man, what was I thinking, a month in the PI with my folks? I wanted to post pictures of it, but I currently don't have the PI pictures on this comp, so I will post pictures of the pictures I do have on this computer..

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1166222233413900082006-12-15T14:34:00.000-08:002006-12-15T14:37:13.433-08:00

I'm officially sick.Today was a crazy day... all I want to do this week is sleep and forget about all the stuff that happened.I'm tired.I'm in a weird place... again. F*ck!Sleep.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1166110810842467472006-12-14T07:39:00.000-08:002006-12-14T07:40:10.910-08:00

first thing that came out of my mouth... "O-M-G!" hahadude.. Ate Rosanna, where do you find things like that... haha. That's cool though, I've never seen that before.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1166070141169377772006-12-13T20:21:00.000-08:002006-12-13T20:22:21.186-08:00

Look at what I found!You're too cute!

roe-withmenoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1166028667025515512006-12-13T08:39:00.000-08:002006-12-13T08:51:07.066-08:00

Late start today at work... the kids don't get in until 9:45, but I still needed to be here at 7:30. I actually got to work about 15 minutes earlier than usual actually... why? cause one, on these late starts they serve breakfast to the teachers and I wanted some, and two, I woke up earlier than usual and didn't have anything else left to do at home.I got home yesterday at around 530ish, maybe

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1166018785471270572006-12-13T06:05:00.000-08:002006-12-13T06:06:25.490-08:00

I think I'm sick... or getting there. =(

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1165947569950190592006-12-12T10:09:00.000-08:002006-12-12T10:19:29.993-08:00

I'm trying to get my life organized... it's sad, but I've been trying to do that since the summer, and I have yet to do it.Mel said something last night made me want to go back to high school... he basically said that he would want to go back to high school, and Kirs and I were, "why?!" Mel's response, "so I could go to college again." I would do college over, in a heart beat. Speaking of

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1165940960883006552006-12-12T08:28:00.000-08:002006-12-12T08:29:20.910-08:00

I'm too lazy to put pictures up. But Janice put some pictures up... so here: http://deependoftheocean.blogspot.com/.Enjoy!

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1165622338904958682006-12-08T15:52:00.000-08:002006-12-08T15:58:58.926-08:00

What a week... it's been physically, mentally and emotionally draining for some reason. I'm sooo tired. And I know those who took finals this week are probably going to say 'shut up, Cristina,' but I really am tired... I feel like I've been pulled in so many directions. It's like I took finals... haha... but not really.Lion King is tonight... sad part is... I'm not excited about it. I'm tired

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1165608084814215172006-12-08T12:00:00.000-08:002006-12-08T12:01:24.833-08:00

Pray for me... I can't go to mass today... =( and it's a holy day of obligation. ::sigh::

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1165525527762625482006-12-07T13:01:00.000-08:002006-12-07T13:05:27.780-08:00

I think I read into things a little too much... which in turn leads me to just get my hopes up, but in the end, I just get disappointed because it could never be. I don't think it'll ever happen... but a part of me is dumb and likes to play with my emotions. ::sigh::Don't ask... it's a random moment of being emo... this too shall pass.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1165451023517851442006-12-06T16:22:00.000-08:002006-12-06T16:23:43.553-08:00

I love coffee.Hey sister, are you coming home this weekend?Let's go to the swapmeet but Deets is driving us everywhere. Woot woot!

roe-withmenoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1165348858546958072006-12-05T11:50:00.000-08:002006-12-05T12:00:58.570-08:00

I feel antsy. =( Like I drank coffee (which I did this morning but it's almost noon and it's now that it chooses to kick in?) It's not a good feeling.I'm bored... text me at work, I'll respond... I promise... cause when I'm not chasing down the kids, I'm sitting at the computer... haha, or reading "To Kill A Mockingbird." =)I don't like finals... not because I have study or take them, but

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1165303997488799872006-12-04T23:32:00.000-08:002006-12-05T11:49:56.546-08:00

the computer at work sucks and won't let me post... i wanted to post something now but i'm really sleepy. hopefully tomorrow i can write something more.i haven't been reading blogs in a while... no worries, i'll get to them sometime soon. =)good luck with finals everyone!

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1164830209504663742006-11-29T11:43:00.000-08:002006-11-29T11:56:49.530-08:00

It is sooo effin' cold today AND it's freakin windy! I'm wearing a sweater with a jacket and I'm still freezing. I like the cold, I just don't like the wind, makes it even colder... plus it brings up all the dirt on the ground.Yesterday was an off day. Hopefully today will be better. I really should start taking my meds. Haha, jk! Or am I? ;PPotluck went well. Lots of people, lots of food,

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1164757721485584852006-11-28T15:46:00.000-08:002006-11-28T15:48:41.513-08:00

i've been feeling off the whole day today. somethings going on. i wish i could bring myself to realize it.praying for all those that requested the prayers... and praying for those who can't pray for themeselves.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1164129627075557792006-11-21T09:15:00.000-08:002006-11-21T09:20:27.096-08:00

1/2 day at work today =) and then my five day weekend starts.i have so much to do this weekend though. mostly catching up with life and cleaning.i didn't even realize that it was tuesday... liwanag tonight. i remember when i was still in school and i'd look forward to my tuesday nights... haha, but that was just my first year.still praying for an offer. if i don't get it though, i have a plan

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1164052385675160782006-11-20T11:47:00.000-08:002006-11-20T11:53:05.696-08:00

I had a little break down just now. About something stupid, but my frustrations stem from a much larger frustration and hurt. +Basta... even with him, I guess.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1164010265398903982006-11-19T23:58:00.000-08:002006-11-20T00:11:05.416-08:00

I wanted to post since Friday, but I got lazy. I should be sleeping but instead I'm gonna blog and then feel the affects of my lack of sleep tomorrow morning. =/Friday, during middle school lunch, I had the opportunity to play basketball with other staff members against the 8th grade girls bball team at school. Man am I out of shape... but you know what, all that running that day made singing

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1163622804520196812006-11-15T12:31:00.000-08:002006-11-15T12:44:12.676-08:00

Random thoughts so far today...coffee really makes a difference.late starts makes the day go by faster.i woke up this morning with my hair all over the place... like a LION! hahacrying and letting it out makes a difference... thanks for the shoulder last night =)i've been really forgetful lately.everyone is tired.i'm tired.so much to do, with so little time.i love my mom =)blessings all around.i

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1163549103589046402006-11-14T16:04:00.000-08:002006-11-14T16:05:03.626-08:00

The kids at work are pretty cool. Still don't like what I'm doing, but the kids make it fun. I spent like 2 hours not doing anything and just talking to them... haha. More to come... I'm leaving work. Peaces.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1163446373352268722006-11-13T11:25:00.000-08:002006-11-13T13:11:47.483-08:00

I'm always trying to remember three things now-a-days:1. to pray... pretty much about everything2. be a friend3. why I do what I doToday, and the rest of the week for that matter is going to be a busy one. So many random things to do. It's "heaven week" as Sarah e-mailed. In no particular order, I need to:- change my oil (actually go to Kragen and get all the stuff I need)- fix my computer- do

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1163010541721292482006-11-08T10:26:00.000-08:002006-11-08T11:07:48.473-08:00

I am extremely emotionally unstable. =(I need to fix myself before I go too far down the rabbit hole.I need to work on friendships instead of pushing them away.I need to say I'm sorry.I need to be a friend.I need to pray... and really hard.I need to keep saying that "I'll try" and actually DO IT.I need to make a consious effort.I need to pray... for everything going on. =/I need to pray

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1162937239069396762006-11-07T14:02:00.000-08:002006-11-07T14:07:19.106-08:00

I get grumpy too easily.I like it when people chase after me after I walk out of the room frustrated.I need to start praying more.I want everything to be okay.I don't want to lose you.I love Him.I am blessed.I really need to stop being so insecure... damn it.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1162831587376127822006-11-06T08:42:00.000-08:002006-11-06T10:22:29.556-08:00

I woke up at 5:55am this morning. Haha, why? Cause I needed to unload my car =/ The good thing was I was able to eat breakfast, have some coffee, wake up some more, and not feel so rushed. And the PLUS is that my car is empty of stuff. Yay!Remember how I blogged about taking a plunge into something. Well, it's slowly going. I'm really excited and yet worried at the same time. Prayers please, even

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1162584045695422762006-11-03T11:53:00.000-08:002006-11-03T12:00:45.696-08:00

Thoughts for today...I need a new job. Actually, I'd like a new job. Anyone know of anyone hiring? Let me know please. Prayers for all those looking for a job and/or hating their current job and trying to attain a new one. I'm begining to pray guys... =) step by step thing. Thanks Anna Liza! Just wanted to let you know that Tuesday night was a blessing for me. Things get better... they

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1162572385667925662006-11-03T08:43:00.000-08:002006-11-03T11:53:14.403-08:00

... continued from yesterday...So basically I hate my job. I'd really like to figure out what I'm doing. I'm greatful that I have one though.The thought of joining the Air Force popped into my head again today (I've had this idea in the past - since high school - and random times here and there as GP was preparing to leave; I even wanted to go into the Air Force Academy back in high school). Man

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1162510219393247442006-11-02T15:21:00.000-08:002006-11-02T15:30:19.413-08:00

Cool. I'm writing from a palm pilot. Takes too long though.I started writing on a peice of paper this morning, for the purpose of blogging it, so here it is: I hate my job. [maybe 'hate' is too strong of a word, but not really] Basically, I just don't care for the job anymore.Man, to be finished later.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1162250778032027932006-10-30T15:25:00.000-08:002006-10-30T15:26:18.080-08:00

Status = better than last week. But it's only Monday. =/ I guess I do have to keep smiling.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1161976297611391892006-10-27T11:58:00.000-07:002006-10-27T12:11:37.636-07:00

I'm feeling inadequate.I haven't been able to pray.I can't say I'm praying for anyone else cause I can't even do it for myself.I feel like I'm slowly losing faith. As everyone around me seems to be gaining it.It feels like I'm not going anywhere. I feel like I have no one to turn to. Not even close friends.I play it off like everything is okay. By the time I go to sleep I just want to stop time

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1161380180925547772006-10-20T14:35:00.000-07:002006-10-20T14:36:20.943-07:00

I have good days and bads. Today? It was a bad day. This whole week actually. Prayers for my family back home in San Diego. Thanks in advance.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1161184576744025832006-10-18T08:05:00.000-07:002006-10-18T08:16:16.763-07:00

We have a late start today at school, meaning, the kids don't start school until 9:45, but staff still need to be here at the same time, 7:30. No kids, but still the same time. Actually, the teachers and administrators are having a pow-wow in the library about what to do with everything in the school, from graduation rates, drop-out rates, other sorts of rates, etc. I like late starts, but not

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1161110023452195602006-10-17T11:32:00.000-07:002006-10-17T11:33:43.470-07:00

Ditto, Meechy. Feeling bummed. Can anyone point me in the right direction?

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1161039612285106622006-10-16T15:58:00.000-07:002006-10-16T16:00:12.303-07:00

i'm in a funkity funk... called my life. =) we'll see how things end up. i'm trying to do what i've been told to do, so hopefully i end up doing it more often. =)

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1160761112333498452006-10-13T10:33:00.000-07:002006-10-13T10:38:32.353-07:00

i know wat do. but i can't get myself to do it. fawk. i want to go home.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1160173498959574982006-10-06T15:21:00.000-07:002006-10-06T15:24:58.976-07:00

I said on Wednesday that the week seemed to go by really fast. Now that it's Friday... it felt like this week took forever. But man... thank goodness it's Friday.Anything going on tonight? Dollar movie? Clubbing? Emo night? I dunno... I'm up for anything.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1160062268657041802006-10-05T08:20:00.000-07:002006-10-05T08:31:08.676-07:00

Thanks to all those that came out last night for the birthday gigs. Fun times. And also thanks to those that RSVPed ;) haha... JK!!! Anna, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you feel bad. I was totally just kidding about it... but it's always fun to give people a hard time about stuff =) And hey, at least you were there and that's better than not showing up at all. Blood Drive today. UCI

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1159889889881611072006-10-03T08:35:00.000-07:002006-10-03T08:38:09.883-07:00

Also...this Friday, October 6...for all the MOTP '06 fo lifers...Kick-it/Dinner/Movie/Game Night... (I'm in the process of writing the e-mail)6pm to whenever...everything is TBA... But just keep the date open...Thanks to you again

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1159889695507870292006-10-03T08:31:00.000-07:002006-10-03T08:34:55.533-07:00

Hey all... this Wednesday, October 4th... T.G.I. Fridays at South Coast...7pm...B-day celebration for Angie and Marites (right?)...Please try to go, it would mean a lot to the both of them...Text or call me if you can make it...Thank you thank you!

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1159813284847957952006-10-02T11:21:00.000-07:002006-10-02T11:21:24.866-07:00

I love it when coffee kicks in.

Cristinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10383319961928516482noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3229268.post-1159802731072476142006-10-02T08:24:00.000-07:002006-10-02T08:25:31.093-07:00

It's only 8am and I'm already ready to go home and sleep. =( Late night last night. I need to have/start a proper sleeping schedule.

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