Since I don't think anybody reads this anymore, except maybe April... I 'm about to go on and vent about something that won't make any sense what-so-ever, but that's okay because I'd have it written down somewhere, rather than in my head just waiting for me to get bored in class one day and start thinking about it.

I woke up at 6:50 this morning... I had work at 8am... I'm hella tired right now!! Although I'm on a big coffee high that I've had since this morning... I'm tired, but not sleepy, I bet you I'm gonna get sick too... geez, and I'm going to Tahoe this weekend... that place is hella far!! Whateverz, I just want to see the snow, have a little fun and hang out with people I wouldn't normally get to hang out with. I probably won't go to Tahoe anymore anyway... too far...

I just got out class right now and decided to go and write a blog... mostly because I haven't written since Sunday... my college days have been basically the same routine except that I started work this week... I think I have 10 hours this quarter... eh... not that bad... I'm not as busy and I can keep my head from going off and thinking of things that still confuse me till this day... I've already had to deal with one problem this past quarter and now I'm trying to deal with another... and believe me, this second one is a lot bigger than the first thing that happened last quarter... which I'm still kinda mad and sad about, but what can I really do about it?... when I get enough nerve to tell you of what the hell I'm talking about, you may see it as not such a big deal, but it is too me... so sad... plus mad... at myself mostly... took me a whole freakin' week to recover from it... as well as now when I see something that reminds me of it... geez.. whateverz... yeah yeah I know... I don't make sense, but I already told you I wouldn't..=)

The second thing on the other I'm not even sure of myself... I think its nothing... but Dinah... what if there is something to that nothing? Who knows... ;)

I really don't have much to say about the second thing... oh well... there's a Liwanag meeting tonight... I'm going... I still have to take a shower though... I have what seems like a lot homework but when you actually get down to it, it really isn't... lets see... what the hell have I done... um... I had a HSO training meeting yesterday from 5-6pm... and after that I ended up seeing Francia, who was coming out of class, and she asked me if I wanted to study in the library... of course I would say yes cause... I'm the type of friend that would do that... but she got hungry, so we went outside and sat outside of Shelby's classroom and she finished her sandwich that she was saving for dinner from lunch... we sat and chilled there till nine, until I had to go to a meeting for Tahoe... I kinda felt bad leaving her though... I don't know... so I went to my meeting, came home... and got ready for bed, did my U.S. assignment and fell asleep right away... the next thing I know is that it's morning and a whole new day was about to begin...

Alright, for those of you that have known me for a while, am I the type of person who trys my best, as well as to my capability to help a friend or keep them company when they need it? I don't, I just ask that question because I've started to notice it... maybe that's just how I was brought up or whatever, but I don't know...I like being useful... sitting down doing nothing really doesn't suit me, unless of course if it deals with watching a movie or t.v. and I have nothing better to do...

Whateverz... tomorrow is a whole new day... who knows what to expect... but until then, this is Cristina... signing out...

"Don't take for granted the things closests to your heart. Cling to them as would your life, for without them life is meaningless." I really like this quote, and I just wanted to end this blog by saying it... I feel that what it says is true... to all the people in my life, both past and present... you are all the best... know that you are loved... by me!!
Take care of yourself in P.I. Nanay.. love ya mucho!!!