I knew that was gonna happen, blogger sucks sometimes, 1/2 my day, gone! Whatever, I'm not gonna re-type it... my Monday was a normal Monday.

My blog is somewhere I try to express whatever I've been feeling for the day or the week, or even the month, but knowing people actually read what I write makes me kinda hold back... plus this is a public blog and open to anyone who knows my address.Oh well! I can always delete it right?

A couple of weeks ago, I think almost 3 weeks, or maybe even 4 weeks ago, I was asked do something that took me a little by surprise. Only because I thought that I wouldn't be asked to do it in the first place. Never did it cross my mind that I would be considered for it, although I wouldn't have minded something small like, oh, decorations, I did think somewhere along those lines...

Prayer and talking to people has helped me come to a conclusion however. The choice was very hard, and I don't know if its the right choice or not... but my answer would have to be:

I know, it's blank... I do have an answer however; an answer that I guess I kinda knew from the moment it was asked, but fear had the better of me... and it actually still does... maybe its sleeping right now or something, but my choice is decided, and like what Jei said, it's not even my choice at all; and it wasn't... I just had to listen to what the answer was... hopefully no one is disappointed...

the choices we make dictate the life we lead...