I didn't go to sleep till like 3:30 this morning. I have a test today at 3pm and I still haven't studied. I mean look at what I'm doing right now!?! I'm freakin' blogging! Not that there's anything wrong with that, but I do need to study.

I was talking to Fran about all the stuff we've been going through. Yes, I actually did share a little bit of what I was going through, only because I couldn't hold it in any longer, I feel like I'm slowly driving myself crazy!!!

I finally went to another LSS yesterday, that was like whoa! It was really good though, but then afterwards I felt like bleh... so as I was leaving (and I thought I would be leaving earlier than everyone) from RH last night I started my car and sat there for like 20 minutes trying to explain to a friend what the hell-o was going on with me. There's a lot so I'm not even gonna try to explain it here. But after I told her I felt a little better; I was able to lighten my load and it was weird cause I actually opened up a little. I was able to talk to Fran last night too, we ate at IHOP at like 1 in the morning! We ended up going back to 25A and talked till we both fell asleep (3:30). That was pretty weird cause I don't usually talk to Fran about anything, not cause I don't want to... I just, I don't know... but hearing what she had to say and knowing how I felt like inside, I was like "whoa, I'm not alone on this." I guess sometimes it is good to share... I don't think I'll make it a habit, but I'm just saying it's good for you.

HSO is really getting to me... I'm so ready to just break with that damn program, the whole freakin' year trying to plan for a day! A DAY! Ahhh!!! Okay, I'll stop now... I still need to study, and call a bagel shop... dagnabit!! ^_^