this past week went by pretty quickly, and now it's five days and counting until liwanag's benefit concert. i'm excited for this benefit concert, a different excitement from the emotions last year, but excited non-the-less. i'm so proud of everyones efforts... especially music ministry. they've grown so much since last year, and it's so great to see that change. same goes for all the newbies that came in last year and are now no longer considered "newbies." it's amzaing to see how they've grown in their faith as well... seeing them change from meeting to meeting, from practice to practice, and from event to event.

it's been a great year so far... and i'm enjoying seeing it from where i am. i don't even know if this blog is making any sense. i can't seem to express all that i'm feeling inside. it's like a happiness in my faith that i haven't felt in such along time... of course now that i mention it's going to go away... but i'm happy where i am right now. still working on the me inside and the trust it takes to overcome the reasons for stepping down, and the letting go of everything that i've been trying to ignore about what i didn't like about my faith and myself... but at least i'm still around, even though i said tha i wouldn't be. i guess i couldn't let go even if i wanted to. er... i don't think that made sense. oh well...

anyway... really random blog posting... good night everyone/ good morning