I'm feeling inadequate.

I haven't been able to pray.

I can't say I'm praying for anyone else cause I can't even do it for myself.

I feel like I'm slowly losing faith. As everyone around me seems to be gaining it.

It feels like I'm not going anywhere.

I feel like I have no one to turn to. Not even close friends.

I play it off like everything is okay.

By the time I go to sleep I just want to stop time and sleep forever.

I'd like to figure things out.

I can't stop something if I don't know where to begin.

I do things because I have to do them.

I'd like one day of satisfaction, maybe even two.

I'm living in a big huge cycle of emotions.

My biggest problem is that no one will ever know what I'm going through, and the one person that does know, I won't lift it up to Him.

I really am sad.





I miss my dad.