I can honestly say that there's something wrong with me. This isn't normal.
I need to do something about it, but yet I don't make the effort.
It's so hard, cause one thing can set it off, and there I go, falling down the rabbit hole, again.
It never ends and I'm scared that it won't. Unless I end it.
There really is something wrong. And I can't do it alone.
Really, wrong. I don't know anymore.
And I am sorry to put you through this. I'm always sorry, I know, but like I said, it's so hard for me not to go to you and then I end up hurting you. So I push you away, even though I really want you near. I can't have it both ways.
Damn.
I need to do something about it, but yet I don't make the effort.
It's so hard, cause one thing can set it off, and there I go, falling down the rabbit hole, again.
It never ends and I'm scared that it won't. Unless I end it.
There really is something wrong. And I can't do it alone.
Really, wrong. I don't know anymore.
And I am sorry to put you through this. I'm always sorry, I know, but like I said, it's so hard for me not to go to you and then I end up hurting you. So I push you away, even though I really want you near. I can't have it both ways.
Damn.
2 Comments:
praying for you, always.
thanks for everything this weekend =] hope you get better. i'm here if you need me, for anything.
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praying for you first friend. here's to being okay! if you ever need a shoulder to cry on, i'm here for you too... thank you for being you! you will get through this :)
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