I had a very productive day today... although I woke up late for class... okay so I if I had class at 9, and woke up at around 9:35ish, do you think I still could have made it?

I didn't want to do anything today actually; I didn't want to see any body or do anything but really just keep to myself... and for the most part I did, but then I actually had to go to school and see people, which wasn't as bad as I thought it would be... the crosses at school were a bit morbid though; 300 of them, all around the admin. loop, flagpole and in front of the main library... I finally found out what they were for and to my surprise, the crosses stood for 300 Pilipino veterans that died without veterans benefits... and there's still about 130,000 veterans who are still living that still haven't received them... I was amazed at the numbers, as well as the fact that the crosses had something to do with my nationality... this was something I never new before, and it opened my eyes more to what these veterans are facing... I got a funny feeling inside my stomach when I read the paper with the info... a spooky feeling... hopefully I can find out more information for it and ways I can help... although... I think Kat was doing something for this last year, I'll find out from her...

In my moments alone, I had this urge to go look up some information on AFROTC... crazy am I? I dunno... ::shrugs:: see this is why I'm not safe alone, I think to much of my life and where it's headed... AHHH!!! Ang buhay na ito... talaga hindi ko alam kong anong gusto ko...

Well, I'm off to study... thank you for reading the crap that runs through my head... it was my pleasure entertaining you