Whatever I may have written yesterday came from somewhere I never thought I'd share with others. Those however were just my thoughts and nothing more. I am currently trying to bring myself away from those questions and learning to live through faith and through signs that God has been showing me.

My dad is sick, he thinks he has cancer, which I don't know for sure that he does or not, but I know one thing for sure, when he's sick, he's such a little baby! Forrealz though, all I can ever hear him do when he's sick is complain and moan about how he's feeling, even when he just has a cold. A funny thing happened this morning actually to him. He was awoken like 4 or 5 times to sound of the ringing phone. For some reason he got up each time to answer the dang phone, and each time he did he got mad, except for one of the calls. His sister-in-law had called from Illinois, he was about to get mad when he first picked up but when she said her name he tried nonchalantly to be like "oh, hi" kinda deal. What I found funny though was for the reason she called. My auntie told him that she had called cause her two kids were still sleeping, and my uncle (her husband) went to work, and get this, she was bored. Haha, I can just imagine my dads face when she said that. Well I thought it was funny...

So it has been a little over a year since I picked up the guitar, and guess what? I still pretty much suck at it. Yes, that is the revelation that has come to me right now looking over to my right and seeing my guitar laying on the bed. Just thought I'd share, considering you know, that I don't blog very often.

Oh, I almost forgot, I went up to Irvine on Friday and saw the new place I'll be living in... in, wow, a couple of weeks. That place is nice, brand new too, it's only like two years of age. But yea, and I have the loft with Francia. It's an interesting room, on a whole third level to itself. Maybe I'll show pictures or you can drop by if you'd like. Okay... I'm done. Later!