sleep is something i haven't really been getting for the past couple of days... ::sigh:: it sucks, cause with finals and trying to get my cramming in, i've managed to mess up my sleeping schedule to the point that i wake up after every four hours. i blame it on thinking... my thoughts have kept me up too much... but they're thoughts that make my heart smile...

i'm kinda sad right now actually... i won't see or hear from some people in like a month... and i'll be at home, trying to read blogs and have it be really slow to the point that i don't want to read them anymore... freakin dial up! don't forget me ::sigh:: i'm just a phone call away if you ever want to talk... aww... feeling sad about not seeing people for a while... ::sigh::


a side from my saddness though, i'm pretty excited about this coming holiday season and this upcoming year... giddy with excitment, and you don't see me all that too often giddy. =)

this past week seemed so long... which really it wasn't, it was just the same as any other week. but non the less, this has been one very studying filled/sleep deprived/breaking down walls (which is really a white picket fence... with a gate!) kinda week... a lot fun stuff... i'm just really happy inside, and i'm closer to people that i'd never thought i'd be so close to at this point in our friendships... good feeling though... thanks God for giving me the strength and for answering my prayers...

oh, finals went pretty good by the way... better than i thought... we'll just see the grades i get.

it's one of those days for me when you wonder if the person you're thinking about is thinking about you too... well hopefully they are... which i hope is the case. =)