can i just say that i've been going through a lot of weird emotions lately. my mind is running with so many thoughts even when i'm sitting down and doing nothing. i always seem to have something to do, or get, or find, or finish something, or remind someone something... it's really, overwhelming i guess. and it's only the first week of school.

it's just one of those days that my mind keeps thinking of things to think of. it's a hard place to be at right now, especially when i feel as if there's a lot of ppl that depend and look up to me for guidance and support. how that ended up with me is beyond me, but i guess it's part of the territory. ::sigh:: i have this problem of thinking too much, and sometimes i think i just need to stop thinking, but thinking of telling myself to stop thinking just gets me thinking even more. haha.

i just closed my window right now, and suddenly had the urge to take off the screen and just sit out on our roof and just look out at the night time sky, but it's cold, and I don't have a jacket or sweater on, so the thought quickly passed. but one of these days you'll just find me chillin out there, enjoying the beauty of the night time sky.

i realized today how fun it is to be when you're not the one in charge. gosh i miss those days... ::sigh:: makes me smile though to see the growth in ppl.

my mind is just going off and rabbling, so i must end this before i actually write something deep enough to call "deep" and stop myself short.. haha, right angie? =P