okay, so i'm sitting here at nacs, feeling like crap. i had 8 hours of sleep, and yet i'm still really tired. i think i'm getting sick... i didn't want to admit it to myself but i really think i am. i was feeling like this yesterday too at the liwanag meeting. yuck! i don't like this feeling... man, when i get sick i stay sick for a while. ::whimpers:: i want to go home and go to sleep right now actually, but i have stats at 3, and i kinda have to go because i have a test for it on friday. ::sigh:: ooo, i might go to interfaith and take a nap or something.
i've been feeling blah lately. like i have so much to do but really i don't. i jus really want to be a bum for the rest of the quarter, but alas i have responsiblities to take care of. but you know what, i think it's because i don't have too much on my plate. when i have free time to be able to act like a bum, i get lazy, but when i have a lot to do, that's when i'm able to get motivated to do my work. that's also one of the ways i get burnt out, but for the most part i don't get burnt out till the end of everything, which is what happened in high school. but by the end of it all, it doesn't really matter cause by then it'll be near summer time, and you can have the whole summer to be a bum. =) unless you're taking summer school, which i might actually do this summer cause i'm stupid and decided to take only 12 units this quarter. eh... my parents will get mad at me though, only cause i told them i wouldn't take summer school (again) ... but hey, if they want me to finish, then they should understand that i'm trying to by taking summer school, not like they pay for it!
the liwanag meeting was fun last night, our family had only four ppl in discussion, but it's all good... cause it's the quality over the quantity that matters.. right? i was however tired and spent a lot of time outside thinking of my schedule for the week and thinking back to what my purpose in liwanag was... ::sigh:: i blame it on the tiredness... eh, whatever, i'm over it.
when i woke up this morning, i was singing "shine jesus shine" to myself... it was pretty cool. random, but cool.
alrighty, i'm done... i'm gonna take a nap at interfaith.. peace!
i've been feeling blah lately. like i have so much to do but really i don't. i jus really want to be a bum for the rest of the quarter, but alas i have responsiblities to take care of. but you know what, i think it's because i don't have too much on my plate. when i have free time to be able to act like a bum, i get lazy, but when i have a lot to do, that's when i'm able to get motivated to do my work. that's also one of the ways i get burnt out, but for the most part i don't get burnt out till the end of everything, which is what happened in high school. but by the end of it all, it doesn't really matter cause by then it'll be near summer time, and you can have the whole summer to be a bum. =) unless you're taking summer school, which i might actually do this summer cause i'm stupid and decided to take only 12 units this quarter. eh... my parents will get mad at me though, only cause i told them i wouldn't take summer school (again) ... but hey, if they want me to finish, then they should understand that i'm trying to by taking summer school, not like they pay for it!
the liwanag meeting was fun last night, our family had only four ppl in discussion, but it's all good... cause it's the quality over the quantity that matters.. right? i was however tired and spent a lot of time outside thinking of my schedule for the week and thinking back to what my purpose in liwanag was... ::sigh:: i blame it on the tiredness... eh, whatever, i'm over it.
when i woke up this morning, i was singing "shine jesus shine" to myself... it was pretty cool. random, but cool.
alrighty, i'm done... i'm gonna take a nap at interfaith.. peace!
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