i feel like there's something wrong. it sucks when i go through these weird emotional spirals. this time i really don't know what's wrong, cause usually i say that but i do know what's wrong... this time it's a little different.

i want to go home for some reason. don't you? it's funny cause i usally want to go home when i'm trying to run away from something here in irvine, but as of right now i can't think of reasons as to why i want to leave. it's weird, but i do know that it started last night. ::sigh::

you know, sometimes i feel like i have so much to do, but other times i feel like i should be doing more. it's times like these however, when i feel like i should be doing more, i somehow convince myself that i'm okay to take on projects, but once i get there i can't get myself to do it. what happened to me? i use to be able to handle a full load with school, extracurricular activities, my parents, and finding time to just hang out (that of course was back in high school, but still).

i feel like crap right now and yet i had 7 hours of sleep. it's beautiful outside, perfect beach weather and i feel like this. ::sigh:: i even had the urge to blog, oh and look! here it is... i want to go to sleep, i think i just might do that. peace.