so break is here... both spring and other breaks as well. went home to san diego on saturday, missing out on sol's youth rally. yet another liwanag outing missed. ::sigh:: maybe it was for the better that i missed it, cause of everything that happened last year at the rally with me. yea? i dunno, maybe.

i've been doing a lot thinking while at home. not much positive thinking but what else is new. i've just been trying to get things organized and trying to make sense of everything. the kids at my house do good as to distract me from it all however. they're fun to play with, but they tire me out after like 10 minutes of play, but it's fun non-the-less.

the week is going by pretty quickly and soon i will have to go back to reality, although being at home is kinda like a reality check as well. things must be discussed and dealt with back in irvine however, and the "letting go" process must begin. i'm kinda of curious to see how things will end up... but only time will tell. blah! makes me sad just thinking about it.

i don't know what else to write. my thoughts are jumbled right now for some reason, i guess i have a lot more to say but i don't know how to express them on this thing, especially since i know others read this and wonder what the hell i'm talking about. =P eh... i'm alright though, i just have mental issues... hehe. i guess i'll go now though. have a great spring break everyone, or for those that already had it, or will soon have it, i hope you enjoyed it, or enjoy it when you get there!

ps
=) hi chelle p.!!! i've been meaning to give you a shoutout on this thing for a while! peace out!