i was asked tonight wat was new in my life, actually it was more of "so wat's new with you cristina?" and it makes me sad that i can't think of anything. or when i do think of something i can't mention it. so when you do see me, can you just ask how my day went or something?

so i'm back in irvine, again. i've been driving back and forth from irvine to sd for the past week. i went sunday for fathers day, and then drove back up on tuesday to fill out paperwork for work and then watched miss saigon later on in the evening (good play btw). got a TB shot in the morning and then went home on wednesday to get paperwork done for my dad, and then back today (thursday) cause i have to get my shot checked tomorrow to see whether or not i have TB, i don't think i do. and i also have a meeting for work later on tonight, so i'm here.

it's funny cause i just realized on the way up here today the reason why i kept myself so busy my freshman year. it was because it kept my mind off of being homesick. =( it's weird cause i never thought that i'd miss home, but i do/did, so doing a bunch of things made me forget. home is weird though. i feel bad for my younger sibs sometimes, cause living with my parents is such a challenge. i swear they don't listen! but eh...

i'm going through a weird time right now. not feeling like myself. lots of things from the past are popping back into my head and it makes me sad and sometimes confused, but mostly sad. it sucks having so much time in the car by yourself, all you have left to do is think, and pay attention to the road of course. but i'll be fine, these things come and go for me, i usually handle them pretty well. "and that's all i have to say about that" - forrest gump

i don't even know who reads this anymore considering i don't update very often and my page is so plain. but for those that still do, thanks for stopping by, ::high five:: (insert name here) =)