i feel like i'm losing it. it's only the first full week of school and it feels like it's been two already. all the progress of getting myself ready for the up coming school year during the summer is officially gone. gone to where? i don't know. things just don't feel the same spiritually for me right now. i really feel like i'm losing it, and i think i might be doing it on purpose.

i look at all the things around me and try to find anything negative or depressing about it. i don't know what's wrong with me though. ::sigh:: things need to get better though...

this is my last year of school, and it's making me sad. i've been emotional lately and it's really annoying cause i cry at the randomest things. ::sigh:: again, i don't know what's wrong with me.

thanks to all that came out to the liwanag meeting yesterday! fun night... ::sigh::