I am extremely emotionally unstable. =(

I need to fix myself before I go too far down the rabbit hole.

I need to work on friendships instead of pushing them away.

I need to say I'm sorry.

I need to be a friend.

I need to pray... and really hard.

I need to keep saying that "I'll try" and actually DO IT.

I need to make a consious effort.

I need to pray... for everything going on. =/

I need to pray especially for my dad... and the rest of my family.

I need to know everything is going to be okay.

I need prayers.


There's plenty of things I know I need to do... now I just have to do them; easier said then done. =(

Maaaan... it's like I'm in a fight with the devil and I'm on the floor getting my ass kicked. I'm reaching out for a helping hand and I drag them down with me... it shouldn't be like that. Like I've said so many times... I'm sorry.

Best friend... it's so hard. Thank you for sticking with me. I love you.