what is up with me? this week, like the past 6 weeks... go figure... have been pretty crappy. i really need to get into school mode... i feel like it's not one of my priorities at this time... everything else is though. plus i have so much to think about and do... sometimes i kinda lose it and go into, i don't know... seclusion i think thats the word i'm looking for... oh man... this will be one really low gpa quarter... fuck! and i'm trying to get into my major! i'm hella scared... i wonder how it's like being on ap? shit, i never thought that it would get to that... i hate school... it gave me so much to deal with... can't i just quit and take a quarter off or something? i'm totally serious... six years of elementary school, two years of middle school, fours years of high school and then another four years of college... I'm tired of it... i need a break... like ross and rachel...