so i figured that no one really reads this blog anymore... but to my surprise a couple of people still do. so HI to my loyal readers!
i just realized that everytime i'm sad or don't want to face anything, i do one of three things... i either sleep (thats why i think i'm so freakin tall), or i eat (hence my weight), or i just completely just stay away from everyone i don't want to deal with by going off and disappearing for a few hours.
when my dad said no for me to go to the liwanag retreat, which by the way, he has no reason to NOT let me go, cause he doesn't even know what i'll be doing that weekend, which just for all those that have been reading my blog or talking to me over the phone, i don't do shit when i'm in san diego, i'm on permanent lock down for some reason, and i'm a good kid... ::sigh:: anyway, when he said no, it made me sad, so i took about a two hour nap, and then when i woke up i ate... since i can't really avoid any of my family, i'm just stuck writing a blog... not that thats a bad thing, but it just makes me want to cry cause i was really looking forward to that weekend... ::sigh:: =*(
but maybe Kuya Jess has a reason to why i won't be attending... maybe He wants me to be with family, which i don't really understand, but i guess that's just part of the mystery of the Guy.
what i really want right now is to be out and about in san diego... the only time i'm really out of the house is when i'm in irvine, but never in my hometown... not that i'm really complaining or anything, but sometimes its good to give your children a reward for doing good things, it's not like i smoke or drink or do drugs... oh wait... i do... nevermind, not all the time though... haha
okay, i'm gonna go off into a corner and cry... have a great weekend loGgers!
i just realized that everytime i'm sad or don't want to face anything, i do one of three things... i either sleep (thats why i think i'm so freakin tall), or i eat (hence my weight), or i just completely just stay away from everyone i don't want to deal with by going off and disappearing for a few hours.
when my dad said no for me to go to the liwanag retreat, which by the way, he has no reason to NOT let me go, cause he doesn't even know what i'll be doing that weekend, which just for all those that have been reading my blog or talking to me over the phone, i don't do shit when i'm in san diego, i'm on permanent lock down for some reason, and i'm a good kid... ::sigh:: anyway, when he said no, it made me sad, so i took about a two hour nap, and then when i woke up i ate... since i can't really avoid any of my family, i'm just stuck writing a blog... not that thats a bad thing, but it just makes me want to cry cause i was really looking forward to that weekend... ::sigh:: =*(
but maybe Kuya Jess has a reason to why i won't be attending... maybe He wants me to be with family, which i don't really understand, but i guess that's just part of the mystery of the Guy.
what i really want right now is to be out and about in san diego... the only time i'm really out of the house is when i'm in irvine, but never in my hometown... not that i'm really complaining or anything, but sometimes its good to give your children a reward for doing good things, it's not like i smoke or drink or do drugs... oh wait... i do... nevermind, not all the time though... haha
okay, i'm gonna go off into a corner and cry... have a great weekend loGgers!
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