is it possible to be jealous about something or someone even though you shouldn't be? jeez... i was convinced that this was all done and over with, regardless of someone edging things on. kinda reminds me of what reg, em, arlene, angie, and myself were talking about last night... about loving someone so much that you would be willing to let them go if it made them happier to not be with you. as harsh as it might sound, and as difficult as it might be, i do agree that if you love someone that much, that even something as difficult as letting go, will only stand as a testiment for the love you have for them.

and so, i don't know where the hell that came from, but talking to them last night made me sad. no one exactly knows why, but but i do... ::sigh:: aww dang it... i'm gonna shut up now and just go to sleep, cause i'm hella sleepy. stupid emotions... damn... i hate blogging... i think i'll create a secret blog ::muwahahahaha:: dang randomness... good night!