i intened to start this blog by saying that i had a pretty good weekend... haha, but it took me a while to remember what i did for the weekend so i started off differently. it was good weekend though, a lot of hanging out, and procrastinating on studying ::sigh:: i feel so behind on all my classes... on the readings at least.

the weather has been quite nice lately. really warm... but good beach weather, too bad i've been cooped up in a library for most of the day. but it's okay, i'll survive... i walk outside anyway and try to get some of the sunlight that, well, turns me dark, but it still feels good.

i'm going home this coming weekend... i'm really excited, i'm gonna miss pcn though... i'm sorry! my car is in need of repair.. the "check engine" light went on the other day and so my dad wants me to go home and get it checked out by him and my uncle who's a mechanic. the weird thing is, the light went away yesterday, and now i'm even more worried about my car cause now i'm thinking that there's other stuff going on with it.

i'm feeling the same way i did last year for some reason... running away, not wanting to face my problems. ::argh:: the weird thing is, i don't know what the hell my problem is in the first place!!! i kinda just want to run away. like take a drive to san diego and stay there for the day and just hang out with who ever is able to hang out. ::whimpers:: what's wrong with me? k... i'll stop complaining... life must go on regardless. boo to that.