okay... so here's the deal... the last time I wrote was last Thursday, almost a week... a lot of things have changed since I last wrote though... after writing all that stuff in the previous blog, I kinda forgot about it because I had to do so much... the Gala was this past Saturday... very very happy, lovely, fun, and awesome night! It was awesome, and someone that night inspired me by what he said... I was wowed by what he had to say and I thought to myself that maybe I should try to bring myself up to the level that he's at... I don't know how high that level is, but trying to achieve it these past 4 days has been a really good thing for me. I'm actually trying to do good in school, regardless of where I stand grade wise in my classes...

It wasn't just him that helped me set a goal for myself and actually try to reach it... it was also because of the benefit concert that took place yesterday... it totally uplifted my spirits this week, regardless of what I was going through or how I was feeling... I always had a feeling calmness... I didn't stress which is good... but also kinda weird because I had a midterm and a paper due, all within these past three days... I also had practice for the benefit concert, and PUSO HSO stuff to get done... I've had a really long week, and it's only Wednesday... but I LOVE it... and I know exactly why... I know that doesn't really make sense but I guess it's only something I can only really understand...