I think I've just realized something that has been bothering me for a while now.  I've always kind've known about it, but I guess it never really hit me till now.  It makes me sad cause I know that I can't do anything to change it, but I can do something to get away from it.  Either way, I'd probably regret my choice... so I wonder... what the hell am I suppose to do?

Anyway... it's been a really tiring week.  I turned 21 on Monday.  Had some early morning drinks with the other RAs from work at my very first bar and legal alcohol drinking event.  Had an awesome and very restful day and a surprise from Dell (well it wasn't really a surprise, I just didn't know what time my comp was coming in).  Had a birthday dinner later on in the evening, and ended the night playing with my yo-yo. :) 

The rest of the week was spent working on my writing assignment where 4 to 5 hours of sleep was al l I got per night.  I really want a good grade in this class, and I think I'll get one too if I just continue to keep up with everything, lets hope so ::crosses fingers::

Work during this past week has been pretty easy.  Didn't have to do much except walk the kids to places and from places, oh and play games with them.  My paper that was due this afternoon took more out of me than the kids did.  I'm kinda sad too... the sessions are almost over, and I've had a really fun time getting to know the other RAs.  They're a really good group of people that are down to earth, real, and make you feel welcome.  I'm gonna miss them during the school year... but hopefully we'll see each other during the school year, er, except for those that graduated... aww man.  well at least I still have one more week.  I'll be more sad next week when it's all over.

... this whole, "being spiritually lazy" has got to go...