Well, it's Tuesday, the second day of finals week and praise God I'm done today. It's about 5:30 in morning and I've been up since 10pm trying to study... I should be okay... ::key word should:: I can't sleep... which isn't good cause I'm sick and not sleeping isn't the wisest choice right now. I think I'll cook myself breakfast and try to study some more...
Ate I texted you around 3am today... what I texted you is advice, from sister to sister... I just thought of it right now because I realized when I said that I would cook myself breakfast at 5:30 in the morning, is something you can't do, and that staying at school till 5am is something you can't do either... I realized that the stresses of a college student can't really fit into the lifestyle we have at home. I mean, when do you have time to study? I don't know, I'm just worried about you...you've made a lot of decisions that have brought you to the point you're at now... however good or bad those choices may have been, just as long as you're happy with them. My view of "just as long as you're happy" won't work so well for our parents however, and that's the part in which I get scared. Just tell them, and it will all be over... and I don't want to sound too (as Shieng and Lei put it) "Saint like," but through the grace of God all things will work themselves out... and regardless of whether or not you don't understand why all this is happening and start to question why God would do such a thing... it's something you may not understand now, but later on, if you take a step back and actually look at everything that has happened thus far in your life, there is a reason and meaning behind it all. But I'm not saying that I'll happen anytime soon, or that I'll take your whole lifetime (and it just might), but it will happen...
Just tell them... I'll be there for support... although I'm scared myself... postponing it only make things worse... I know this is coming out of no where, but trying to study for the past 5 hours gives you time to think... and in my case it had nothing to do with the subject I was reading... ^_^... so yeah, I'm sick and now I'm off to cook... take care!
Ate I texted you around 3am today... what I texted you is advice, from sister to sister... I just thought of it right now because I realized when I said that I would cook myself breakfast at 5:30 in the morning, is something you can't do, and that staying at school till 5am is something you can't do either... I realized that the stresses of a college student can't really fit into the lifestyle we have at home. I mean, when do you have time to study? I don't know, I'm just worried about you...you've made a lot of decisions that have brought you to the point you're at now... however good or bad those choices may have been, just as long as you're happy with them. My view of "just as long as you're happy" won't work so well for our parents however, and that's the part in which I get scared. Just tell them, and it will all be over... and I don't want to sound too (as Shieng and Lei put it) "Saint like," but through the grace of God all things will work themselves out... and regardless of whether or not you don't understand why all this is happening and start to question why God would do such a thing... it's something you may not understand now, but later on, if you take a step back and actually look at everything that has happened thus far in your life, there is a reason and meaning behind it all. But I'm not saying that I'll happen anytime soon, or that I'll take your whole lifetime (and it just might), but it will happen...
Just tell them... I'll be there for support... although I'm scared myself... postponing it only make things worse... I know this is coming out of no where, but trying to study for the past 5 hours gives you time to think... and in my case it had nothing to do with the subject I was reading... ^_^... so yeah, I'm sick and now I'm off to cook... take care!
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