it's been kinda weird how certain things can just change my mood... i was really happy earlier this morning and afternoon, but now i'm in contemplative mode. ::sigh:: i don't know what i'm feeling right now, "emotions" wise, cause this new number one of mine, which can't be my number one because of circumstances that i've tried to explain to someone and shes told me that it shouldn't matter because no one owns/has dibs on the guy (thanks girl!), is my number one non the less, however much i don't want to admit that he is... and all this from spending time with someone tonight... dang, relationships suck! haha, although i've never been in one!

oh, just to change the mood a bit, i'm in SD... had a real fun night with monday sessions! awesome, awesome group!