lots of things going through my mind right now... i don't know why either, cause it's break and i shouldn't really be worried about anything, right? it's something i can't even really pinpoint either... it just seems like my thoughts are all over the place. ::sigh:: it's interesting though what my mind thinks up. confused? i am... i think i just think too much about stuff, and read into things too much, but i can't help it... dang it... hahaha, i think i've finally become sane.. and maybe that's what i'm experiencing... ;) yea... dang it... aaannnnd it's over...

i really do have the worse memory in the world!!! when i think of what i've done the past couple of days my mind goes blank! =( freakin-a! but whateves... break is good... it's cold, and i'm looking forward to spending new years eve at my aunties house this year! fun times!

i felt like Christmas kinda just came and went... like i went through the experience of the day, but didn't understand the meaning of it... but that's not right, cause i know the meaning of Christmas... or at least i tell myself that. ::sigh:: i need a lot of growing to do still, faith wise, and i really need to just let go of things, and let God... and yet, regardless of how many times i say that, i still don't do it... ::argh:: freakin-a! but anyway... hope everyone is enjoying this holiday season, and enjoying time with family... God bless everyone!