Alright.  So here's the deal.  I'm very annoyed right now cause I can't put a finger/ I can't understand why I'm feeling this way. 

Let's try this... I was having a conversation with someone, and this is what the conclusions of that conversation was.  Although I HATE to admit it... they are very well true.  Dang it!!!  ::raises fist in the air::

1) I think too much

2) I actually have to get up and do something:  JUST DO IT!!!

3) I think too much (as well as analyze)

4) I care too much of what people thing

5) I'm scared

6) My pride won't let go of the past

"You can't live life scared or else you'll just never live at all..."

f-in peice of shiznats... ::sigh:: it's true, and now I'm sad.  But dang it... I have to go do something about it now.  Well we'll see how long that lasts... hopefully enough time for me to get other things written down, or pray about them.

... you can't be anybody else but yourself, so don't let what others think or do influence you in your decisions...