as i was getting ready for bed, i started thinking of what brought me to being so obsessed with "the x-files" and then i realized what it was. over the summer, at least for the month of august i was at home, with the same slow paced routine. and as i spent each day, watching at least 3 episodes (from different seasons) of "the x-files" i saw the friendship, the love, and the adventures that mulder and scully had on the show.

basically, i was living vicariously through them, even though they weren't real people. but they kept me going; they kept me sane, and i loved the fact that when i watched the episodes, i knew that it would take me away from 'regular' life, and allow me to be apart of theirs. i don't know what it is about that show... but when i get the time, i really want to get back to watching the episodes i have on dvd. it'll be fun to watch.

speaking of time... where did mine go? ::sigh:: every week i have a break down... surprisingly, it didn't happen last week, but i have a feeling it might this week... i just feel really overwhelmed, but with what? i dunno... ::sigh::

dang, another post about "the x-files"